hey hey happy new year! so last night and earlier this morning i went to a party with gio and his friends right. so anyway there is this like drunk girl talking to us and i guess she knows him and his friends or whatever and i was like oh she's pretty and skinny...then a conversation started up where she revealed that she used to weight 220lbs i looked at her and was like hmm interesting then she was like yeah i weigh "a buck thirty"now but i used to weigh 220...then i asked her how she lost the
It's been 2 months since my surgery,, as promised I'm posting new pictures. I merged three pictures together (pre-op, 10 day post-op and 2 month post-op) so you can see the difference. The healing process has been slow. They say it takes anywhere from 2 to 6 months or longer,, I believe them. LOL. I still have little aches and pains, depends how I move or stretch. The front of my stomach and the tops of my legs are still numb and swollen, but I can tell its getting less numb and swollen as time
so mario wants to "trim down" not lose weight but lose body fat. today i was whining about being 30% body fat..then mario said yeah i want to lose my body fat and i was like what body fat?! i got mad because i said if i was to eat like bad for an entire week i would gain some kind of weight back while they would maintain. so not fair. then mario said we would probably actually lose weight if we ate junk and i was like WHAT?! then he was like yeah it just goes right through our system..probably b
Don't buy too many too soon
Although you will want to find garments that flatter your new look, keep in mind that you are still continuing your weight-loss and your body is very likely going to continue to evolve its shape. If you find yourself on a tight budget, you may want to look at what is available ay consignment and thrift stores. Remeber that you are going to be going through serveral stages of changes and you are going to keep buying clothes as your body makes its changes and you conti
i can feel myself getting stronger and healthier as each day passes. i feel lighter, breezier..alive. tomorrow is my 23rd birthday. if i had my way i would have gone sky diving into sweet oblivion because that's exactly how i feel. jumping out of a plane and flying through the air is the only way i could describe this feeling. i have never felt so free. wow, i wonder how it's going to be after i lose this last 90lbs and get to my goal weight?...i'll probably feel like i am flying. i would never
it's snowing in VEGAS!!! it's been snowing all day! i can't believe it, everything is white!
i weighed myself and i'm the same weight. thank you! then i measured myself and i lost another inch from my waist and hips! wow! i am so shocked and this whole time i felt like i gained at least 5lbs back and 24375027406 inches back! i'm just so scared of gaining any of that weight back...i don't ever want to go back...i used to have nightmares where i would binge eat and i couldn't stop..i would wake
i've been eating cookies, chips, chocolate, basically any type of sweets for the past several days. i can't eat real food. everytime i try to eat a regular meal the food will get stuck. i'm kind of annoyed with myself. i feel like i've gained a bajillion pounds once again and i probably won't make my goal for my birthday/new year. the boys want to take me to disneyland for my birthday but nothing has been discussed or finalized as of yet maybe we'll talk tonight about it. giovanni has been too "
Hi All,
I am thinking that someone is reading this besides me. If nothing else this is therapueatic (sp). So here goes my accounts of yesterday evening adventures as well as todays events. I am on day 8 or 9 depending on weather you count the day of the surgery. Everything seems to be going well except for the constipation/back pain I discussed yesterday. I finally got in touch with the doctors and they instructed me to take Milk of Magnesia. They also indicated that with the change in diet,
Hi all,
I had the Surgery last week December 2nd 2008 to be exact. I must admit I was very excited and slightly scared. It has been 7 days and I have been doing great on this liquid only diet. I can not believe I made it this far without reaching to the dark side. I have just started introducing creamy soups. I am constipated to the tenth power and I am currently waiting for the doctors to return my call. I hope this is constipation and nothing serious. Ihave a strong lower back pain on my
so i went out looking for that white pullover in a L at several old navy stores and nothing! i was super annoyed but then i got something better!!!!! :D
http://www.aeropostale.com/product/index.j...rentPage=family
in a size L! not an XL but an L! it's jr sizes like a slim fit so sizes run smaller..HOW EXCITING!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy! i didn't realize i had lost so much inches. i know last year around this time i would have never ever ever fit into a jacket that small. i probably couldn't
i went to old navy yesterday and got this
they only had XL available and it's too big. i hate it but i love the style and color and the cute little fur hoodie thing. i should have gone to another old navy and see if they have it in large but old navy kind of runs a size bigger so i should get a medium. i love everything fitted now because if i wear baggy stuff i look weird and i feel weird. like my old hoodies that used to be snug on me are all loose on me now. i hate looking in the mirror b
yessss 2lbs! i'm ECSTATIC! this is super wonderful! so 25 more lbs to lose by birthday/new year's goal! i think i can do this. yes i will do this!
also about gio it's all good. he can do whatever it doesn't bother me or affect my life one bit. i know where i'm going and what i'm doing so yeah. yeah so what he knows about my weight loss goals and how much i weigh..i mean that just makes me a better person for trying to eat right and get in shape instead of being obese and dying of heart attack
anyways you know how when you eat like really bad and then you feel as if you gained all the weight back?? then you even look at yourself in the mirror and think i got fatter!?!! well i seriously think thats just all in your head. no my cheeks did not get fatter because i ate some chips and no my belly did not extend back out either and yes i am the same measurements. but you always feel like more swollen and just plain disgusting when in reality you are exactly the same. your mind can really me
i am completely and utterly MORTIFIED! Giovanni read my DIARY and almost every page since august has been about him!!!!!!!!!!! he then continued to read the most embarrassing things i would say about him like how i have the biggest crush on him and how he's so cute and how much i love love love him ( #-o oh i can't believe this. he just thought it was sooooo amusing then he just hugged me and told me he loved me even more than before now that he knew how i really felt. ugh i just wish he did
with myself. i have been eating non-stop for the past week! any and every food possible! i hate this. i feel like i've gained 4896738576 bajillion pounds alone this week! i am so ashamed. there are so many left overs and feel like such a waste to buy salad when there's like left over thanksgiving food to last an entire month! but i know i can't continue to eat like this the entire month but it sure is saving me lots of money. but no i must STOP! anyway gotta go gio is coming over and we're going
so i've realized that people are leaving me comments because i get a notification in my email about it. but when i come on to view the comment i never see anything..so i would like to apologize to people that have left me comments and think i'm ignoring or deleting them or something because i'm not. i really can't see them. i don't know if it's because of my settings or what. so i don't know what to do about that but you can always message me
on another note somebody told me we can't digest c
so my co-worker asked me if i was losing weight and i said yes i am, then he goes how much and i say 102...you should have seen his face when i said that. he had a look of shock and awe. it was soo funny. like he just got punched in the face or something hahahaa. then he goes wow so how much more do you have to lose and i said ehh 100 and he was like what really and i was like yeah. then he goes well keep it up you're looking really good
so ever since me and gio had our talk i've just kind of
SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 20, 2008: Wow! I made the decision. I scheduled the date--December 22, 2008. I paid the deposit. I made airline reservations. I filled out and faxed all of the necessary paperwork. I'm ready. I'm ready for a new beginning. I'm 46 years old. I have been on diets almost my entire life. I remember being teased about my weight in elementary school--2nd grade, I think. I had to have "chubby" clothes. That set the stage for the rest of my life. I can't tell you the number of times
It's been 4 weeks since my LBL surgery. Not much has changed, the healing process is very slow. I have been cutting and pulling stitches as my incision heals. I had to ask for help on a few of the stitches, my good friend and biking buddy used to be a nurse, she had to use her medical skills to remove several of my stitches that my wife couldn't get. It helped to share a bottle of white zin as we did this, it made it fun and she did a great job. I still have a couple stitches left in my incisio
I'm now down 30 pounds! Yeah! It's been coming off very slowly, but at least it's coming off!
I've had one fill so far, and will go for another after Thanksgiving.
Must say I can't stomach protein shakes any more. If I have to fast, I'll use the Unjury Chicken Soup flavored packet. That what I used before and after my fill.
I found an awesome new food product at the store. It's Phillips Steam In Bag Shrimp. It comes in different varieties. One bag contains two servings of shrimp. On
so guess who decides to call me asking to see me???! GIOVANNI mmhmmmm that's what i thought! so you know how i was really upset/annoyed/angry at his decision to blow me off when i wanted to hangout that thursday and i made him well aware of it. i was like oh you decide you want to hang out with me now after you're done with your more important friends huh?!!! RUDE! then he was like well fine if you don't want to hang out then i can just not see you till i come back in 9 days and i was like urg
Well .... I still haven't lost any weight in the last little bit --- I think its completely because of my crummy diet and lack of exercise. I did change that two days ago - where I started my Wii Fit again and do about an hour of step on it and changed my diet to be completely healthy foods for a week before my next fill. Its discouraging and I have to stop weighing my self each day because its depressing. I feel good though -- I've lost in inches and I can feel it in my clothes and from the
i posted an old pic of me 2 months before i got the surgery done which was basically at my highest weight ever. it's severely embarrassing and i can't stand to look at it too long because i didn't realize i was so big. ugh. the other day mario was looking at an old pic of us together (which reminds me i should post that as well) and he said you don't even look the same. he said he had to do a double take because he didn't believe that was me before and that was only last year. mario never really
