i can't believe it! i'm going to be 24 in 19 days! blahhhh so i've been at the same weight for several months. at least i'm not gaining but i figure that hershey's chocolate creme pie isn't doing me any good either...
my hand is good. healing nicely the doctor says.
so i'm dating that sf guy now, but i told him i didn't want a relationship like boyfriend/girlfriend. he was really upset about it, but eh what can i do..he lives in sf i live in vegas. well speaking of that i'm moving to sf with j
-i broke my hand. it's going to take 6 weeks to heal. i feel off a scooter, vespa, to be correct. gio was trying to teach me how to drive it while we were in miami. i got scared, stopped accelerrating in the middle of a turn and splat..i guess i landed on my hand in just that angle to cause a fracture.
-other than that miami was so relaxing of course when i wasn't fighting with giovanni the clearest waters and whitest sands and the warmest weather ever! oh yes we're going back on the 11th f
http://chelseanicoleblog.com/category/weddings/
it's under Joanna and JR's wedding. From left to right of the bridal party: My sister, ME, Mili, Joanna aka the bride, Dalon, Jenny, and Tutu. I don't know why me and my sister are always doing our own thing with wayyy too much attitude to boot! p.s. this is only a preview, the photographer hasn't released all photos yet. p.p.s i uploaded the photos to my album as well!
-me and gio are going to Miami for Gio's 21st bday!
-i think he's going t
-been staying at the same weight for the past couple months...
-decided to become a vegetarian so i would be forced to incorporate more veggies and fruits into my diet
-cousin's wedding was a blast. fit into my size ten dress! i'm still "bigger" then all the cousins well because they're like 5'1 and weigh 100lbs...but i was really confident so it didn't matter. i saw some pictures being snapped on peoples digital cameras and i didn't look humongous compared to my other family members so i thin
i've been eating nonstop. ehh bisquits and cheese. sourcream and chips. yeah that has basically been my diet for the last 4 days...oh yeah and chinese food...i feel disgusting. its funny because everybody keeps on commenting how good i look and how i'm still losing weight and i'm like REALLY?! i've been eating EVERYTHING and people are just like you look good. i took pictures with my sister yesterday and i was surprised to see myself in the picture because i do look good! hahahaa i mean you know
-the p90x is amazing but i've been having difficulty finding that time to get in my workout. gotta make time...
-i fit into my bridesmaid dress. the zipper is just one of those zippers that are difficult to go up without someone else helping you.
-it's 5in the morning i have things to do today...going to sleep now. bad insomnia...ugh
-Lost 4lbs
-i can't believe i only have 50ish more lbs to lose before i'm normal.
-i love how people ask me oh how much more weight do you want to lose and I'll say 50 and they just go OH NO you want to be a toothpick or something?! and i just laugh then they tell me just 25 that's it. obviously they don't know how much i weigh. most people think i weigh 150, max probably 170. i just tell them i need to weigh what's healthy for my height, which is honestly the truth.
-i still can't fit int
-i haven't lost any weight since last month. really really annoying but at the same time it's not like i was eating the best foods either. at least i'm maintaining and clothes look real good on me. but i do not wish to remain 188lbs forever so i'm kick starting it up again
-i ordered the p90x for me and mom. its an early birthday present for her and we're going to do it together. i know you're wondering you ordered from an infomercial?! well technically yes but actually my boss had recommende
i saw a picture of myself that mario's mom took last year around this time...i was HUGE. and mario was like omg look at how much weight you lost! and i was like omg!!! then mario's mom was like don't delete those! and i was like i won't i like to see old pictures of me being super fat because it just reminds me where i never want to ever be again.
everything is good. i feel good. i feel like i can be whole again. i don't need to depend on anyone but myself. i did this all by myself. i don't nee
-gio didn't talk to me yesterday and we're not even fighting. but he found new friends and is doing his own thing which is good for him.
-jeri pissed me off because she told "that i need to get my own life"..she said what was going on in my life other then me losing weight and i was like i guess nothing else and she was like yeah..so that made me really mad so now i'm not really responding back to her. then she sent me some lame thing about fate and free will..i didn't want to talk to her abou
so i decided that everybody needs to go. yep. i'm so tired of caring and bending over backwards for people that are completely unappreciative. instead i get called names like "obsessive", "pathetic", "delusional"..i get told i need to get my own life instead of worrying about somebody elses..which is soooooo HILARIOUS since i am the last person to give a DAMN because i am so oblivious because all i ever do is worry about myself! yes i am that selfish! but when it comes to my bestfriends i will s
changed my goal weight to 130. i've decided that when i reach 150 that's my health goal weight and i'll do a victory FINALLY dance! but for pure vanity sakes 130 is my goal weight. and that will be my victory FINALLY dance all week long woooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm still stuck in the 90's...ugh but i know once i stop eating the carby foods that will diminish.
so me and mom went to breakfast together for mother's day! i got her some clothes and i made her a card. yep, MADE! it took me all day to make too. I'll scan it soon so I can show it. I drew it and everything. it's really nice i impressed myself..anyway mom really wants to go to Hawaii. I was like ooooOO let's go then! she goes yes we will when you get to your goal weight that's your incentive. i was like haha how weird with the incentives lately...
i love it because i just keep on losing weigh
-i haven't eaten in two days. I've completely lost my appetite.
-i hate gio because he hurts me to no end.
-he told me he never thinks i'm going to ever get to 150lbs..i was so pissed when he said that i wanted to jump across the table and strangle him. he of all people know how difficult this is for me and sitting there belittling me is not going to help me with anything!
-I told him first of all i've already lost 135lbs so 45lbs is NOTHING! then he goes it's easy to lose 100 or so lbs wh
-still at the same weight. whatever..people have been telling me i look so good and that i'm "dynamite". hahaaa
-i got dress coded at work. apparently my skirts are too short...hahahaaaaaaaaa
-i dyed my hair darker because i'm starting to tan and i figure darker hair looks better with golden skin. it's a cool brown instead of orange
-i was in la last week and we went to santa monica beach. i took my shirt off and laid out with a bikini top on. wow first time ever in my life was i able to s
anyway so i got to hang out with gio's other bestgf, Diana, this sunday. Surprise surprise I really like her. She's really quiet and calm. She's not rude or stuck up at all. And she gave me lots of insight on gio and why he's absolutely insane! hahaaaaa! she told me that they used to fight like all the time but now she's learned to just "yes him to death". those were her exact words too! hahaaaa what a funny sweet girl no wonder why he likes her. which makes me think why does he like me? i think
I decided it's better to not care and to be selfish. Life is better when you "live and let go". Seventeen more pounds to go before I'm out of the "obese" zone. I've never felt better.
so for a minute i had thing for crystal light, but of course i'm not anymore because i read the ingredients. it contains aspartame which contains methanol which is an ingredient found in embalming fluid. but wow did it taste delicious. so i'm on the hunt for something to flavor my water minus the embalming fluid...ha. i found this thing called "zenergize" it's basically a supplement tablet. i got raspberry green tea flavor. it just gives the right amount of kick to my water.
so my coworkers an
i am now out of the 200's!!!! i have been in the 200's for half of my life probably since i was 12 or 13! i cannot believe it! i am so happy!!!!!! yessssssssssssssssssssssss i know it's still 199 but i'm in the 100's now! i can honestly say no i'm not 200lbs or over that ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
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oh wow so i'm minding my own business today and just taking a day off to watch movies by myself with my window open and the fresh sunny breeze sweeping through. and guess who is calling me? yes that giovanni once again...so he's just asking me what i'm doing and i'm like chilling then hes like ok bye. anyway he calls me 15 minutes later and is like we're going to eat be ready in 15 minutes then he hangs up on me. great. so now i have to get ready because he's going to be over and this boy doesn'
the gym is FANTASTIC!!!!!! i'm really sore but i weighed myself this morning and i lost 2 more lbs!!! amazing! i knew this weight has been dying to just come off. all it took was some action on my part. i'm happy i took the initiative. i want to work out like all the time! i was there for 3 hours. one hour of cardio and then an hour and a half on random machines working out my arms, torso, and legs. then i did the dry sauna! i love the sauna! great workout! i can't wait to do it again tonight!
i joined the gym! i'm going to go work out tonight after i eat and finish watching james dean "rebel without a cause" i fell asleep watching it last night...ha guess i was just really tired. james dean is sooo cute! speaking of cute...EDWARD CULLEN! TWILIGHT out on DVD tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited! i can't wait! i fixed my IPOD! FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! i have my own music again!!!!! you don't even realize how torturous that was for me to not have my o
-i'm joining the gym tomorrow
-new goal weight: 120lbs
-i'm swearing off carbs
-i'm swearing off donuts, cookies, and SWEETS in general.
-i don't like my mom very much at this point in time.
-i hate that giovanni hates it when people think i'm his girlfriend. (i mean what's so bad about me?! )
-i hate when people ask me if giovanni is my boyfriend
-i hate that i'm not financially independent
-i hate depending on people
-i hate filling up my gas tank every two/three days!
-i hate pe
i'm still the same weight for what like 3 weeks now?! i really need to start exercising. i need to join a gym for reals because i don't have any place to workout i feel weird walking around outside by myself plus that's sorta dangerous...
i'm going to go through all my clothes and throw out everything that's either too big or i never wear anymore which of course is because it's too big. i kinda stopped shopping because i need to stop myself from buying clothes now while i'm still losing weight.
hello! so i've been eating horribly and not exercising...i haven't been weighing myself regularly either. i kind of "let it go"....like i'm still eating healthy but if i want to have dessert i will...even though its pretty much every night. i've been craving carbs too. i've been eating crackers and bread. i know you wonder how in the world am i eating bread well i just eat soup and dip it in there to make it soft so it goes down way easier. i really really should get a fill because even though f
