i'm going to disneyland for my birthday!!!!!!!! yayayayayayayayayayayayay :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:

so i've become obsessed with cooking. all i do is think of recipes then research ways to make them healthier. then i sit there and calculate calories, protein, carbs, etc. i prefer to bake. so i make lots of casseroles. the other day i made green bean casserole. yesterday i made beef and macaroni casserole. today i might make a tuna casserole of some sorts. jeri just texted me and told me she just ate a tuna melt so that gave me an idea to make tuna casserole. so probably all day today i will be obsessing about tuna.

i've been watching the biggest loser season 8, the latest one. by the way tracey is awful, she's so messed up. if i was on that show and she did something to me i probably would have tackled her while screaming insults. j/k most likely not, i probably would've just cried. yeah i'm a big baby oh well. anyway its crazy how hard they make them workout. jillian and bob mean business! if they were in my face like that i would definitely be crying every episode. probably everytime you saw me on camera haha! but anyway the show motivates me to keep on exercising. plus it gives me good tips on weight loss.

i talked to gio today. he texted me and i decided to respond back. i havent said anything to him in like 5 days. yeah i was ignoring him but i just didn't want to hear his mouth. i'm contemplating whether or not to buy him christmas gifts. he surely does not deserve anything from me. he's going to ny w/diana again between dec 20-27. yeah i know right have fun with that.

i want to be in miami. 80F degree weather all week with the sun. the glorious sun in the sky! warm breezes and clear blues skies! ugh vegas barely hitting 50F degree days and always below 40F degree nights. and rain! i tried to wash my windows and the water froze onto the window...i hate the cold. plus i think i miss eddie too.