Oh gosh, I am so anxious. I'm excited and scared. This is really a last resort for me and I want this to work. My husband says to focus on success not on failing, so I'm going to try that.

The pre-op diet is difficult for me because, face it, I like to eat. I'd lost 8 lbs as of yesterday. But, as I always do, when I felt successful I rewarded myself. I didn't eat anything "bad", but I just nibbled a little bit of this and a little bit of that and today I had gained a pound back since yesterday. So, for the next three days it's 2 liquids and 1 lean cuisine.

I made my son's lunch today and that sure was difficult. Hubby has been making them dinner but I do the lunches. Today was a real challenge. I don't know how I'm going to put his lunch together while I'm on 3 weeks of liquids without tearing off a piece of lunch meat and shoving it into my face.

That's it for now. Laterz!