6 and half week count down
Ok yes, I am crazy. I am going to count ever freaking minute. I am excited, worried, scarred. Every emotion that is possible. My husband is freaking out. He is on this job and it has to get done by Tuesday and he is worried they are going to lay him off. I keep telling him just do what you can do and it will be alright. I am going to concentrate my efforts on trying to pay off some bills, since I will soon have a loan to pay for ( I hate loans. I am scarred of something going wrong afterwards. My dr ran some test to check my liver, those results should be in next week. I know I have fatty liver. He said once I lose weight that it should be good. I keep wondering what I should eat now, that I may not be able to eat later. It is nice outside, I should just go for a walk but I am tired. I can't wait for the surgery to be over. I guess my biggest worry is my son. I have never been away from him. How is he going to handle it? He is not going to understand. He can't talk, he has autism. He is not going to be able to tell anyone how afraid he is that we are gone. I am doing this for him. I am going to try to explain this. That he will be ok. I will call him every night, even though he can not talk to me. I will let him hear my voice and tell him I love him. How scarry, it all makes me sad. I hope the person I picked to care for him will be good and really treat him with soft gloves. He is my little man, I would die if something happened to him. ( I am going to hold him every night very close to me. Once this is over, I hope hubby will be ok. He is really nervous about something going wrong. I am trying to stay positive that it will be ok. We are going to lose this weight, we have to..
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