Well, seems these days I'm just Debbie Downer....

Been trying for roughly 2 weeks now to get somewhere with the financing. I am beyond tired of getting my hopes up everytime I go somewhere hoping they will help me. This whole process is nothing but depressing. I am simply just not as strong as everyone else on here, that can wait 2 years while saving the whole time.

How come everything has to be so damn difficult in my life? As if being overweight and unhealthy isn't enough, I also have to live with the fact that I will never get anything the easy way. I will never be lucky and never have an answered prayer. At this point...my life will literally be an uphill battle.

SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING LET DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!