Wish I could give you a hug Paula!!
Just keep in mind that everyone is different... and don't beat yourself up over it. You have eaten a certain way for so many years, and it's so hard to unlearn habits - especially in times of stress.
I've had a LOT of stress lately (both financial and familial), and I avoided stepping on the scale all of last week. In fact, I was so stressed, my period was a week late - which has NEVER happened to me in my life. I was in the Dr.'s office demanding a pregnancy test, just in case! (Negative, of course)
So just be calm. It hasn't been THAT long yet - so it's not a failure.
I haven't even gotten my FIRST fill yet, so you're that much ahead of me, and we were banded the same day.
You will only fail if you let yourself. Get back into a positive frame of mind. YOU CAN DO IT!!!