Hi Shanalee, like many have already said you are not alone, you are part of a wonderful world of bandsisters and brothers. Jann and I started on this forum at the same time, I had my surgery the day after she did, we met in the lobby and it was like we knew each other for life. It was the same with Janet at the airport, everything was all over the internet, but once you see that person you connect in a way that I cant even explain it. As well as with Ellen like she said we did running around the hallway with our IV poles. I was a real pretty site. Again YOU ARE NOT ALONE. You have all our support. Keep us posted.