I choose GLB for several reasons. I did consider the sleeve, but I really didn't want a surgery that was so final. I love my band, and have come to have a respect for her. I consider myself in a partnership. She does for me what I could not do for myself consistantly or all together.
I eat small portions of food and have not had a lack of energy. Matter of fact, I do more now than ever. The band has worked hard and sometimes harder than I have. I am a slow to conform gal, which I am a-ok with. The weight is coming off, and that makes me happy. I went in this with the expectation or goal that I would have the weight off in 3 years. I know that sounds like a long time, but I spend more time than that putting all these pounds and dimples into place.
For me, this is about progress, not being perfect. I am making life changes and love the way I feel. I've had glimpses of being a well adjusted eater. I have many habits that I practice that are not in my best interest. I am changing and a work in process. I love love love that I can work at my own pace. Enjoy the foods and holidays that I want and have moderation in place.
Things that I have had mental wars about.
HEAD HUNGER - It's a real bitch.
Waiting for the land of restriction.
Level of restriction. Do I have enough....to much....need more....
Not taking one bite to many. For a while, I was learning that one.
Missing the old full sensation.....
I will say I have a list of eeehhh not gona do that food again.
So far reheated shrimp are on the list. Um productive burp city....
Anything breaded is a waste of my time too. I normally pick the breading off. Why.....well I am at my sweet spot and I don't have much room in the stoma or pouch. Breading fills it up and swells and makes me full super fast. Not worth it.
A few things I appreciate about the band. Some good - others not so good.
Portion control
Restoration of my "FULL Button." I had broke mine.
I eat WAAAAY less processed foods.
I can still eat cake.
I take vitamins on a semi regular basis.
I am far more out going.
So I will wrap this up, cuz I have a gift of gab an can make lengthy responses.....