EvenifitKillsMe09

I knew I wasn't alone. I am worried. I have a high pain tolerance,but this is pretty unbearable . I have taken an 800mg motrin and 2 neurontin for nerve pain and that helps me get through my workday ( still unrelenting pain). I am not enjoying this and can not live with this if it goes on much longer. I feel just like you do. Regretful, worried, ashamed, failure the true meaning of dying to be thin! I really am a hopeful and positive person. This is so difficult. I am a week and 3 days out from surgery it started the morning of the day after my surgery. I just really wanted to be a better person for my husband and kids and right now I am not feeling that way everhopeful I will suffer this through at least until time for my first fill if it is not better by than then something is wrong this can't be the price to want to be thinner and healthier. Well I've taken up enough of your time. I hope only the best for you and everyone else who chooses to have this procedure and also for me. May 20th 09. Evenifitkillsme09