Just remember ... you only live once. I know it's a cliche but everyone has debt. EVERYONE. The thing is you will die with debt whether it's hundreds, thousands, or millions of dollars. SO live life to the fullest, get skinny, be happy and run up your bills.. if that's what it takes to get the money for the surgery. That's why my friends don't travel or buy expensive things. Because 'they want to stay debt free.' Screw that! Remember that life is a journey that ends the same for everybody... by getting put 6' in the ground. When you see Jesus and the pearly gates, your bank account won't matter. How you lived your life will. Take risks, take chances. You get one opportunity to be who you want to be. This is your life.