Trust me, it's normal! I was worried too and you'll see, it's all for nothing! I went to Mexico all by myself, so I was worried, scared, you name it. I haven't traveled much, let alone out of the country, but I knew I had to do something or I'd probably die within the next few years of a stroke, heart attack or end up with diabetes. That's what kept me strong. I didn't want my girls having to take care of me because I had a stroke. Remind yourself why you are doing this and know in your heart you'll be fine You'll be in the best hands [wait until you meet the Doc's , they'll melt your heart! :heat: ] Enjoy! Darlene